Saturday, June 18, 2005
Its such a boring dae.... No fun.... Just bought new slippers cos mine was broken is tat the word? or shud i use tore? i dont noe.... Wanna get some new shoes tmr and t-shirts..... boring.... i could almost die of boredem..... Wats wit everybody? i apologized to him and he wont take it like a man..... gosh wat type of person is it? a male or a female? i hate thinking bout it... if u wanna accept it just do it if u dont then fuck off..... i dont give a shit.... do wat eva u want to asshole! tats just a guy whom thot i did wrong to him.... wateva..... lets get back to my life..... tmr i wanna go for a photo hunt.... mayB at town or aniwhere... i miss the sound of the ez-link....
i tried to get out of it but i just cant...... i got locked in your beatiful eyes.... ur long lovely hair....and i just couldn't break free..... and i thot u were the one for me.... i dont noe wats happen to me... i guess the love from u to me is gone... cos i dont feel it animore.... and onli u could get back the feeling for me.... u........... and if u dont want to just tell me the truth... wat do u like about me? wat izzit tat u want me? tell me.... and i tink i cant take the suspense.... and she as a frewn call me.... why cant u do the same as some1 special to me.... i gave u the care and concern.... the like i had.... it was all for u..... i dont noe whether i am saying the correct things about you.....
if i am wrong plz correct me.... am i being too sensitive? i dont noe.... u tell me.... here i am waiting for u and ur confused.... dont noe who to pick..... wat ur likeness for me? Hearts have been broken..... relationship is a big thing.... and if u think i am too much for u... tell me.... wat i need to noe now is the truth..... damn i sound so sentimetial..... i my self am confused.... i dont noe....... wat to do.... should i wait? or should i just let things be wat it should....MayB time will tell....i miss you......why cant we talk like the last time? izzit because u lost ur feelings for me? or has it just began to grow? is there still doubts? tell me... we can talk tis out.... and if u dont want to tell me tats all i need.....
well tats all.....
[[jealousy hatred anger pain misunderstanding...]]
[[all tis should be deleted in life..... feelings just suck]]