a bullet through the heart </3

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

skathingy
it was fun. gsc was there. nice. was boozing too much so there are only certain things i can remember. and dont wanna remember. but overall it was fun. wit friends and all.

school
monday sucks. cos i have to go home at 6 on that dreadful day. and fuck it. i hate that dae. on that dae we have a 2 hour break. and some of my friends decided to get coffee over at ite simei and the mocha sucks. so guys please dont ever buy mocha there. if u have a two hour break take a walk to eastpoint where real coffee is. starbucks. rhumba. warren's and yati's favourite drink. just because they have freaking bit for u to chew on. hak.

its 8 am
i really cant sleep so i keep getting up early. and im hoping for something but i dont wanna hope cos it might end up being the same thing so im relie in a freaking fuck thight fucking shit thinking... when u're drunk and u go to sleep after wateva; u dream of the fcuking weirdest thing u ever dreamt of. mine was so fucking weird.

[[ dream when u're feeling blue. ]]
[[ dream till ur hopes get shattered ]]
[[ just watch the tears fall ]]

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

romancticly acholic
went out to esplanade for some music then i decided to get some drinks. since mike and clark were there. so bought baron and some bacardi's. sat by the waterbreaker again. wat flashbacks. so started drink. a few tins and im out. watched them. doing stupid stuffs. we went out wit 11 guys. only 5 of em were drunk. it was super funny. i was super drunk. it was a pretty long time we hanged out. then all of us decided to go home after that. i wasnt walking straight.

pasir ris.
three of us headed for pasir ris. since everyone was out at my sis's new house. we bought more drinks and drank at the park. 1 of em didnt drink. before i entered my house i drank again. i tink im gonna get a fat tummy. its all about drink. like fucks. so my memory is lost abt the drinking scarade( how the fuck u spell that? ).

i remembered i was spilling out loads of vulgar. then i turned on the computer. so guys if u were fucked by me. im fucking sorry? i dont noe who i was scolding. i wasnt myself. so please.

woke up. the computer was off and i was on the sofa. i tink i was on the sofa before i switched off the computer. so i dont noe. everything on msn i said was there. i tink it was my sis.. i wished i knew wat i said on msn. fuck it...........

[[ i drank again anonymous. i relie wanna noe who u are. why would u care abt me? ]]

[[ enjoy ur holidaes motherfuckers. ]]
[[ drinks. yummy. ]]

Sunday, March 12, 2006

early morns.
woke up at 10. slept again till 1? called the guys met hanafi and his girl. then took the train and went to city hall and met the others. there was sha, rizal, khai and hoazse.

food.
went to fastfood for lunch. was buying food when the authorities (im so fucking tired i dont noe whether i spelt that correctly) came and asked them for freaking id's cos they were underaged smoking. i just finished buying my meal and went there. i fucking questioned them why they were here and a friend of mine was smoking. 1 of em. and they asked for my id. i told them they dont need it cos i wasnt smoking. then they ask me to fucking declare if i got ciggies on me. and i dont. so i just sat there and ate. the guy asked abt my pierce. i mean fuck u. there u are doing a summon and ur partner; asking me if it hurt. i just ignored him and ate. wakco.

sprits low.
after raising everybody's sprit; we headed to esplanade for some drinking. yea.. boozing. bought it and drank at the waterbreaker cos the rooftop was closed. after awhile we took off cos i got a chalet to go to and the guys wanted to go home. said our goodbyes and went off. wit me were sha hanafi and rizal. sent sha to his chalet hanafi and rizal went home. headed there. went to pasir ris park after food. and drank. nice. it was beer then liqiur.. all the wae. god the gals could take fucking booze. or liquior. drank talked smoked. then dad and bro had to give a fucking fone call asking me to come home at 12. but went back at 2. after more boozing. its nice to do that once in a while.

anonymous. i fucking drank.

laughing gas makes u laugh. echo's...

[[ best thing to do when u feel like fuck ]]

[[ just back off before i fucking snap. ]]

[[ all these things.... tsk tks tks ]]

Friday, March 10, 2006

this week.
its fun when its gonna be the week-end.
school starts at 8 and ends at 12. going to pasir ris then maybe hang out or something then head to tampines stadium. tomorrow im gonna attend sports day. i tink. ya. then a party. somewhere.

thats my friday.

gig at far east.
gonna attend a friend's band after that im gonna go off and meet the guys wit their girls and play a little pool.

saturday.

Punk Rock Return.
another friend gonna play at PRP so just going there to support wit a few others. see ya there pat.

[[ thats my dae ]]
[[ and i feel fucked up ]]

who the fuck is anonymous?

Friday, March 03, 2006

gigs.
tis month there are gonna be a whole lot of gigs. there's one on 11th, 18th and so on.

fone.
im thinking of getting a new fone but im not sure wat to get. any suggestions?

anybody wanna go for rockclimbing?

[[ fuck u. fuck u for everything. fuck every shit u done to me. ]]

[[ i wish i didnt see wat i have saw. ]]
[[ nothing's working. ]]