Tuesday, July 12, 2005
got to skool earlie.. just came back from it... todae something strange happen to me... 4t1... they were talking bout me when i was sick... for 2 daes.. mr.sundram was talking bout me too.. so yati approach me.. asked... y r u so quiet in klass? wat happen? u been like tis for the past few weeks... and we all are worried... so i thot wow.. okies.. and i told her y.. she said okies... D came said... u noe.. u're emo... i meant u dont dress up like 1 but ur feelings are down... u said yea... i dont talk or luff much... mayb laughing sickly but not relie... could be fake could be real... tt was the onlie time i had my real luff... i mean how can i luff... if u're in my shoes u wont too.... u cant.. even if u tired.. unless u are wit some1 u relie wanna be wit... -sigh-... aniwaes... every1 asked... i just cleared 1 prob... wit my own classmate.. and still have other problems... lots of em... relie stress up.. rite now i can feel my blood presure up... so tt was during P.E when they asked... me.. emo? hmm.. mayB... aniwaes they all headed to the hall cos it was DRIZZLING outside... it wasnt like a thunder storm out side... so we when up to the hall and play badminton.. hak! it was shit.. so i hang out at the piano place... i cant play but i tried... then shinning came to the class rescue.. if u noe wat i mean... she played cannonindie... then i decided to add in some percussion beats... so i went tish tish tk tk tk tk dom... and gave shine her piano solo... she played relie well cos i asked her to play something sad... it relie suit my feelings... then said wow faliq it was relie nice.. i was shocked! me ? doing the drum thing nice?.. so i just said ok.. shine wanna jam piano and drums together... Shine the dae comes soon... i m still waiting for my drums.. gonna buy 1 soon... and the keyboard wan can sponser.. gonna buy the practice pad first... dont need a tunning key yet... and i need new sticks... i thot i wanted to buy the snare drums first... but josh asked me to buy practice pad... better.. cant wait to leave tis skool... cant leave my frewns.... emo.. still cant believe it... so guys thnks for ur concern... then it was over... then recess then E.O.A... yati still talked to me... eoa we did course work.. n-level... it was so easy thnk god... then it was assembly and all... i remebered sundram asking me to find him.. i couldnt so i didnt do my mock exams todae... mayB thursdae... or wednesdae... dont noe... i wanna be free on fridae.. got lots of things... jamming... then go out.. then gig.. then party... gonna be fun... hope its gonna be a wild dae... baybeats... indie! ani1 wanna follow? just ask... storm's coming to s'pore... my fren told me to go.. u noe hu u are... thnks aite.. see u there.. if i m going... n-levels in 30- daes... so scared... josh just called.. asked me to practice wit him... asked me to stop playing wit the com and get my sticks and go play on anithing... he just showed me his funk and rock beat... now relie missing the drums... 4.26... still there... aniwaes... i m leaving so tts all...
[[ sick of life ]]
[[ still hard for me ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
