Sunday, July 24, 2005
wats the use of living? can ani1 tell me? wats the use? i find it kinda hard living.... pple tell me tt tmr the sun will shine.. i tell them i got enuff of the shine. my skin.. i dont feel like living animore. i dont get the point of it. shud i leave it? no. just remembered my reasons for staying alive all tis while. arghh.. wats happening to me? i cant control myself. i nvr felt like tis.. i need something to clam me down. i dont noe wats its gonna be. mayB music. mayb hurting myself. just a big headache. confusion.
was tt fer me? sae wateva u gotta sae.
[[ life ]]
[[ me ]]
[[ death ]]
[[ not gonna be the same ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.