Friday, July 01, 2005
sadness.... pple are feeling angry becos of me... poems are written.... depression, misunderstanding, sadness and confusion.... i am feeling those... so is she.... i feel bad too.... but get the facts rite.... its hard... but its better to be talking bout it... everything will be alrite soon i hope... i must mend things... the way they were.... just me alone taking this big task... depression sets in... u arent talking to me.. u lied saying u were ok.. anger.... sarcastic was in.... i felt it... i dont noe... confusion... all tis is a mixed recipes of bad feelings.... and i wanna throw them away 1 by 1... i dont wanna hurt pples feelings... i never knew... i should have know... but.... i am gonna put myself together.... and try make things rite... things arent going as they are suppose too... i dont get it... its me.... i feel guilty... the last feeling.... i dont want ani of these feelings to last... its cause me pain.... i dont need pain... i get pain from other things... so i dont need tis... so lets talk tis out.. i dont want u crying... plz dont cry.... i dont noe whether u're crying... but dont.... i dont even tink u wanna cry over me... i mean who am i rite?.... but i relie do wanna talk bout tis and clear our doubts.... every 1 of it.... plz? would you do tat? i relie hope so... i relie hope tat we can talk about things.... plz....
[[ talk ]]
[[ feelings are hurt ]]
[[ trying to mends things...]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
