Monday, July 25, 2005
got a snare from my friend. its noisy. i m gonna give it back. b4 i do. i m gonna rock tis block. wit the paradiddles, rudiments and rolls. the 1 tats gonna make them mad is the roll. muahahaha. evil arent i? so gonna continue playing it.
todae. P.E ran 2.4. guess wat. i didnt eat anithing from yesterdae till todae. didnt plan to eat at recess. i was tired thot was going to the gym todae. cant eat. got probs hanging on my head. fam shit. skool shit. so i just ran the last time i got was 14.10 slow... i was playing. so todae i thot i just ran. if i failed, i failed. i just kept my pace. the long legs of mine touching the ground. pushing me forward. i feel the breeze. soon after the 3rd round. i felt tired. i didnt stop running. i did walk. i thot i was running funny. helmi kept motivating me. so was jia qing. thnks guys. i had no fucking mood to run. sorry for the vulgars. i cant stop it. i m a peaceful guy. haha. the last round i sprinted the whole lap. i got the time of 13.00 i thot tat was ok. so i walked to the water cooler and spent at least 5 min? i was dizzy. i cant walk. ouh yar. i took mr. lee watch to time myself. so i thot he was at the gym. i carried my self up the stairs. and thur the hall. b4 i went out. i enjoyed the air-con. i was dizzy. i slept for awhile. like few mins. then i went to the gym. he wasnt there. i went round the whole school. until i found him gave him his watch and sat. talked to the girls. asked them bout wat happen during msging yesterdae. they said something bout somethings. went to class and suddenly my ankle and knee were hurting badly. it was hurting. just like tt red thing which pumps. i can stand up. i had to use the table to get up. i didnt want to greet but wat the hell. then blah blah blah. cpa. i wasnt myself. i talked alot. my mouth had a life of its own. hope tt doesnt happen again.
went to my friends house to get the snare. on the wae was zul. next to him was her. y was he calling me? wat was his motive? can ani1 tell me? how bout u? spill out all the things u wanna sae. i m willing to just hear. on account of some1...
[[ the ear is open ]]
[[ my snare for the dae ]]
[[ ouch. ]]