Thursday, July 21, 2005
todae... gots pple wearing baju kurong, punjabs and chongSam is tt how its spelled? i dont noe... wanted to wear a punjab. got it from a fren... but last min. didnt... and my whole class didnt wear too... if not i'll feel outkast... if not me and my friends wear.. if not for the n's ML oral... they had theirs todae... mine is tmr.. i noe i m gonna fail... wat to do... God , U and indie... u all can help me overcome tis... god is the 1 i look up to... U, i cant live without u... and indie music... make me feel good... no more techno... its for turntables or moving to the beat... aniwaes.. just to tell u guys... i didnt won.. tts all... will achive in something else... pls dont ask abt wat it is... mayB secondary life isnt my time.. but i m having a world of a time wit u.... just walking wit u.. talking wit u.. makes me feel good... thnks... fer being there... aniwaes now its 28 dae to n-level.. gotta studie later... at nite... if not.. i m gonna kill my self... and if i fail my maths.. im not gonna see u guys animore... so i hope i pass my maths... i dont mind dying.. but still i gotta try my maths... sundram wasnt at skool! yea!... tmr.. ML oral... gonna shiver.... gonna be scared... gonna need ur help... waiting for wan to come backs... the keyboardist... hope the good times keep on rolling... i wanna go out! cant stand the house.. the pple living in it... gonna get my life... i cant wait after n-levels finish... gonna werk wit few of my classmates... sorie if i jump my stories or change subjects... u pple noe me wat... if u dont... then get to noe me better... ms Naj taught us E.O.A todae.. was okies... fun ... not serious.. but the werk she gave! such tricky questions... hope tmr is not gonna be a hard dae for me... gottta go fer fridae prayers den oral den ENJOY MY FRIDAE!!!! then saturdae studie again.. go look fer guitars and drumset... then soccer training... then at nite... go for music lessons... then go home then sleep then then then.. kk enuff crap... killers, franz ferdinand, the whos, rolling faces, the bravery and the pinholes... if u dont like them.. u dont have the indie soul!!!... pple u dont mean a thing to me... u're nth.. i m not afraid of u asshole! come and get me if u dare ... i never meant for tis.. but u wanted tis.. so try to mess wit me when u see me.... and u.. do i hate u now? do i? do i? i dont... so if u dont want me to talk to u.. or go find some1 else to talk to.. tell me... so i wont bother u... i had enuff of ur stuff.. u doing things to me... pple ask me to leave... they say things bout u... i just ... nvm... just friends...
[[ wat a dae.. ]]
[[ feeling weird ]]
[[ let go ]]
[[ feeling sad feeling so low feeling so empty ]]