a bullet through the heart </3

Monday, August 29, 2005

hey. here i am wondering. how did i influence my friends. who i never thot they would do it. why would u guys slit? izzit becos of me? me? damn. i knew i should have cover those scars of mine. i mean its okay to do it when u're sad. but dont do it cos u seen me doing it. u cant tink and u did it. im not stopping u. cos im in no position to do it. when u was in ur state. yea what the fuck rite? lets do it. so mayB when i feel sad i'll do it. i wont stop and cant stop even if i wanted too. but if u wanna do it. dont do it too deep or lose much blood. use a razor. its better. but dont over do it.. okies? make it a last resort. i have to go to the fucking place where they talk to u. just crap aniwaes last resort. who noes i might be doing it. but i dont do it out of fun so shud u! last resort! listen. razor/penknife blade.... so hey. if i can help. even when im sad. like i said. i'll push all the fucking feelings of sadness and help u guys. its been like a virus and its spreading. first its me. then u guys. gosh. i feel guilty. even if its not my fault. ill help u guys. make u luff like i alwaes did? i wont keep quiet and tink of my probs no more. i wont. i'll help u guys. cos over the years u helped me too.. so when we meet. at skool. no more sadness. okies? hey i have alwaes been the funny one. so let me be the funny felix again. wit me. happiness? okies? now its ur turn. and stop rubbing salt to the wound where u shot. stabbed. and slit it. to the place where emotions are felt... i wont. i dont have a partner. after all the shit that has happen? wat is wrong wit u?

met Mr. Azmi yesterdae... was going back. sitting at the park. tinking bout stuffs. then i mr.azmi came. we chatted... then he wanted me to come and try the floorball at PRPS. aint that great? but still life sucks. i dont noe where would i be without floorball. or sports... is there gonna be a teacher VS the students on teachers dae? aniwaes its gonna be fun. then sad..

my non-sad friends are gonna pierce! u guys making me jealous as i am. tounge huh? soon its gonna be me. tounge lips.(left center right) mayB eyebrown. mayB. and u're gonna follow me. so thats all from me. and remember remember the 1st of november. sounds catchy doesnt it? aniwaes its trade marked! dont follow it!

[[ life still sucks. and its getting worse. ]]
[[ friends. dont over do it. i m here to do it fer ya. ]]
[[ im not ur fucking insparation. ]]
[[ if anithing it is. goodbye. ]]

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