a bullet through the heart </3

Saturday, August 20, 2005

after exams yesterdae. went to white sands. for breakfast... eat there. talked to the boys of the class. chatted. talk bout the exams. then me and rahim went to get food. we went up all of em were gone! fuck u guys! well... atleast u came back. haha. but that short little mother fucker didnt. so i guess he's the mster mind.. i'll get him some other dae....

i went home. cant go to the mosque... got some ink tattoo which i just cant erase. and some scars... so went home and change. didnt noe i wore all blue. thot we wanted to study at library. then khaliz said he wanted to go out todae. so i went back wit him and put my bags.. and went off... wow doesnt tis seem detailed. we walked and talked. it just hurts me when he talk bout tis certain topic. so we were at the library. was sitting wit eil, kel and stap. we talked... they luff out loud. it just seems that when im sad. i tend to make others luff. mayB bcos i dont wanna see them sad like me... it just gets me thinking... argh. then khaliz had to send his gal. home. then i still talked to them. eil and stap got something bad going on. like something happening. i wasnt there. took a cook book to get my mind of things...

then diyana and hidaya came. i talked to them. still i made them luff... u noe the reason... we talked then went out fer awhile... met many old friends... and special ones too. it just seems like yesterdae...... then khaliz called. went to the lib. stap and kel asked to stay. then suddenly tis guy named fairul came. then they started talking. fairul was talking funny though.. like (u noe...) his hair was coloured. nice colour though. didnt match him.. too bad. i shurded alot. i tink i noe y.. so i decided to get off. khaliz was so fast. i tink he knew y... then we went to town. we were supposed to go to far east SHOPPING CENTRE.. but clever khaliz went to far east PLAZA!...fun though... almost spent all my money on stuffs there. nightmare b4 christmas. alot of stuffs. wanted to buy emily the strange for a frend. but didnt noe which to pick.....

we searched the whole place, then i called my floorball mate to asked where it was. cos i forgot too... then he said he was at far east shopping centre... haha. we went there. alot of pple were looking at me... i didnt noe y... i asked khaliz wats wit my face. he looked and there was nth... strange. we walked on and reached. finally. we found it by mistake.... the sticks there were over 100 bucks. almost put a deposit on a stick! argh! the nicest most best suitable stick fer me! it has lots of colours. lime green N black. that was nice too. i wanted that. but it was out of freaking stock. and the only had pictures. if only i cud take it home. so we went for food. we chatted... all the wae.. until khaliz had to go home. too bad we didnt stay near the same place.

so i went home then suddenly i looked at the moon. i took a sit and stared. thot of things. and yesterdae. the moon so bright. it lights the night. O so round.... so white. wit black spot. i noe i cant be on the moon so i wanted to look at it till i had to go home. just had alot of thots. alone. in the cold nite. i dont care.. its better to be alone than hurt. but i just cant seem to let go.... the moon was mesmerising. i didnt wanna go... the sky. was O so beautiful... then the fone rang. i had to go. so i walked home. it would be better if i went to esplanade. alone. but it was 10+ and i cant turn back... mayB todae.. mayB not ever. i dont noe... so that was wat happen to me yesterdae. thanks for reading.... ask me for something.. its on me..

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