Monday, August 22, 2005
wow.. went to the audition. my band wont play though. not euff jamming. next year coral has a floorball club! and im gonna come back to teach all the newbies! im not sure if i want to!
todae. nothing much happen. went to the audition. passed the drumstick to farhan. then we were told that there were no drumsets. too bad. so farhan asked me to stay. watch all of the band play. some of em are ok. so guys good job.
after that faiz and hakim were at the canteen. had drinks. then was invited to spent a dae wit the sec 2 kids. reminds me when i was sec 2. faiz seems sad. feeling bad for him. but i shud feel bad for myself. so wateva. went to whitesands. to the library then to play soccer at the block. havent done that for a long time. so very long. fun. took things of my mind. i think floorball is gonna make me forget who i am. aniwaes tmr is gonna be floorball dae. shud i bring my stick? i dont noe. it seems i dont noe anithing in life. so fuck it. emo am i? i can luff rite?
[[ alone. ]]
[[ somewhere in my mind ]]
[[ dead. alive. dead again. ]]