Wednesday, August 17, 2005
life.. u only live once they say....
izzit worth living?? pple are enjoying life cos good things are happening to them... it wont happen to me... things have gone down. the only thing i can do is study. alone. wit friends. waiting for n'level to arrive... the world just passes by me... just leave me alone. pass thur me. dont care bout me. i wanna be alone.
if i have changed too much. then i suppose u guys just fuck off. people think that its just a fucking game. to me it isnt. everyday. i have to deal with people. who are straight up fucker. those who wont let others be themself. fuck u! wat if i gathered the whole class to turn on u? u tink i keep quiet just for fun? just watch ur mouth motherfucker. and u other motherfuckers. dont bother me. let me be a loner.
slit the wrist. Ooo so deep. let it bleed.
i have no fear. only pain. deep inside.
in my eyes some unshed tears...
the pain i hide. i just keep on smiling.
the laugher of mine. i keep on crying on the inside.
the salt u put on my wounds. i just felt the pain. the hurt.
My shattered heart so empty.
inside me.. so much pain.
my bleeding heart. it bleeds so much.
neverending. its tearing me apart.
without u ... i m dying.
farewell, the queen of my heart.
Inside my heart, to pieces,
I am shattered all those pieces
in darkness now scattered.
i see sadness up ahead.
my life...
its soon all dead.
no more can i turn and look at life.
the love the joy.
will soon be gone.
only pain and sorrow will i feel.
a tear filled my eyes. im dead.
no love. no joy.
my broken heart.
i kept it deep inside...
[[ these peoms of mine.... ]]
[[ let me be. dont bother wit me ]]
[[ live ur life. as u said u wanted so ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
