Sunday, August 28, 2005
he watched... the part made him remind of the beautiful memories. now all gone. he couldnt take it. he switched it off. he didnt feel better. the gal who cheered him up wasnt there. he didnt noe who to turn too. so sad. and blah blah blah. he still dreads his life. still the gal didnt msg. no help... he suffered. soon he feel asleep. the next morning he woke up. it was hell. he was feeling so sad he fucked every1 off. so emo. he didnt talk to ani1. blah blah. he friend msged him. and he slit his wrist. he said to himself. it must be spreading. slowly. first his classmates. and his best friend. should he go back to smoking? shud he be the bad boy he used to be? he thot of his future and said no. and thot. no 1 can help faliq except faliq. but he cudnt tink. so he just pushed the feeling of sadness. and played games from 10 till now. and he cant help but feel sad again. dont noe wats wrong wit him. . . .
[[ no 1 can help. ]]
[[ it wont go away. ]]
[[ thanks for trying. ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
