Friday, August 05, 2005
todae. went to mosque wit khaliz and saiful.. got to noe saiful better... they told me something tat u shud noe.. i went back to skool wit them. to studie. and something to tell u. i wanted to open my mouth. and u walked away... mayB cos of something...
so i went home. to get my stuffs. for more studie... maths.. i went to the libary alone. i saw so many couples todae. izzit some couple dae or something? aniwaes went there alone.. boo hoo... lalalala. then did my werk alone. without the trusty mp3... i ordered a mocha and it was the rite drink ... reminded me of things... good times... did 2 whole chapter. times passes so fast. then khaliz and serina. like couples went up to sae hi!... we talked then they left. me alone again. i wish some1 was beside me. talk to me abt life and things. but no 1 was there. sad huh.... the foolish and mentally insane me...
people said i'hv changed for the good and bad... 1 minute im up and the next im soo tired. the whole class noticed that.. then im sad then happy then sad then happy then sad then happy.. mood swing? i dont tink so.. then most of em agreed that when i m happy i m myself. but when im sad cos of things. they noticed that i dont walk propely. i was like as if i didnt wanna walk. my face looked like as if a million thoughts we running. and i looked sad. do i? i dont noe... so guys im not. mayB im but im not.
for the first time in my life i was thinking maths! going down the stairs. i was thinking of how to get the actual distance. weird. i dont do tis type of things... wats happening to me?? have i change alot?...
paragon. i dont tink im going. cos warren and yati not gg... so mayB i'll b there. so guys u have my support. do good luck!
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