Wednesday, August 03, 2005
yesterdae i couldnt sleep. i relie cant. haiis... just dont worry bout me.
they tired to cheer me up. they thot i was crying. hahaks! i was depressed. i felt like tis once. its normal for me now. so thnks guys... you chuan. thnks a lot. rahim....
long time didnt NS. shud i? i shud cos i m so stressed up. everydae... tmr. its either the lilbary or batu 7.... if its not raining.... i gotta do werk... so its libary then batu 7... thinking. think. think.
todae had a long talk wit felica warren too. they wanna jam! i was alrite.. y not? rite... felica plays the electone. warren guitar. diyana bass. rahim/kahchai vocals. me drums of course. hahaks...
looking at the blade. looking at my wrist. shud i slash? shud i cut? or shud i live my life? these thots running thur my mind. ...
good bye.
[[ the techs. ]]
[[ i wont hate u for that ]]
[[ i hate myself ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
