Tuesday, August 30, 2005
the some1 tagged. who is he/she? wonders. mayB i noe. mayB i dont. aniwaes. dont tell me who u are. telling me to move on. life will not alwaes be on ur side. forget all the past, n u will be happy once again. aniwaes anonoymous. its easier said than done. u havent suffered wat i did. i mean twice. its hurting.
wat the fuck is wrong wit my msn?
so fucked up. having a fucking bad headache... its getting worse. fuck those pple! u noe who u are. fuck u! get the fuck off! dont let me see u motherfuckers! i had fucking enuff. try me once more. cos i noe im not letting myself fall into ur web. and then things get worse. and all ended up getting hurt. i feel like pulling the trigger. on myself. on u. can u not do this on to me. just go away. wont it be better? like once it happen. now im doing it to u. get the fuck out of my life. those words were from some1. now im using that on u.... so fuck off... fuck off. just fuck off. let me live my fucking live. one dae u're happy. the other u're freaking backstabbing me. fuck u! y u act like nth has happen? i noe u wont change. u're back just to get me killed once more. fuck off! time again. go away. i wont be killed by u twice. so fuck off!
just for those who made my life.
aniwaes. father was mad. he beat me. try me to get out of the com. i was on from 7? to 12++ not his fucking fault. haha. well father. fuck u. i dont care. u didnt too. so dont act like u do! i nvr ask a single thing from u. so u shudnt too! just fuck off okay? i hope u fucking see tis and try to beat me black and blue. i'll do the same. when i was young u shud have displine me. now if u dare lay a fucking of ur dirty fingers on me u'll get a fucking fist full of me. call the police. i dont care. fuck wit my future. i dont care. just dont bother me.
its raining. how it suits my mood. how the skys is so dark. so beautiful so nice. i wanna be up dancing in the rain. wash all my probs. o how i wish i cud. the sky so purple. so indigo. nice colour. relie suits my mood. i hope it rains everydae at night. not everydae. only when im sad. ok wat the fuck rite?....
[[ watch ur mouth! ]]
[[ motherfuckers. ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
