a bullet through the heart </3

Sunday, August 28, 2005

todae. feel so sad. so depressed. its like the angle of death and depression sat beside me. in between is a boy who dreads his life. cos its becoming worse. wit family probs and stuffs. the most he worrie is his n's. so worried that he cant tink he felt so weird. then he msg the 1 who helped him. trys to cheer him up. he felt happiness for a little while. and he thnked the gal... thank u. he said. still feeling sad. he had to follow his family to a flower farm. he was feeling abit better.

he dreaded not bringing him camera. then he feel into the hole of darkness. he felt sad. he felt weird. he cant tink. all he can tink is just abt the past. the daes. the pain. he cant take it animore. he wanted to leave it. he didnt want to tink. he wanted to inflict pain onto himself. to forget things.

but somehow. the gal replied. and still told him to cheer up. and talked to him. he forgot wat he wanted to do. and he didnt wanna do it animore. then he shed a tear. he cant stop it. he tried to hold. but tis time it didnt. and it flow. down his cheek. then he went to the toilet to wash off the tears. so sad that he wander and lost himself in the farm. so he sad alone and wondering. why these things are happening to him. the gal replied. not to tink abt things. not knowing wat to do. he followed her advice. and it did help. then she didnt msg her again. he went home. didnt eat the whole dae. he went to put on a dvd. it made him feel better. made him feel good. he slept the whole dae. and now he just woke up. the story still continues.

[[ the saddistic boy. ]]
[[ saddly he cant help ]]
[[ thanks for being there ]]

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