Tuesday, September 06, 2005
i thot that i had won the battle. but i relie relie lost the war. just cant win. its so hard. i tink i lost. relie... so hard.
well. tink abt that later.
just came back from egan's again. tsk. mustnt do that ever again. im not studying. its bad. tmr gotta studie. cant forfeit.
so happy. u guys seem so happy. and witout me. im glad! atleast i noe u have some1 that will take notice of u then the oldy faliq! hak! aniwaes take care. and alwaes be happy. so whoever the person is... tat i saw u talking so lovingly(wheee wittt) i hope that u made the right choice. and im happy fer u! so u're not sad animore rite?
gonna sae goodbye to the social life i had. its just a many farewell. yet farewells can be so hurting... gonna go into thy nerdy studying me.... relie gotta push myself tis blood comes out of my nose. i dont wanna fail. after all the hard werk. if i relie fail then i would kill myself.... after oct7 then i will be coming back to the life of mine... gonna be new... aniwaes rite now its just studie. all study. gonna be bored... missed. goodbye. so sad. fux feelings.
[[ incureable. ]]
[[ nvr gonna be thy same. ]]
[[ nerdy ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
