Saturday, September 24, 2005
early morning.
went to watched movie under the void deck wit marc and faizal. watched final destination 2. didnt noe i watched it but during the last part i remembered i did. so its weird. studied wit marc at the library b4 the movie. had our supper at central... chicken rice and ice kachang. made me sick in the late morning. cant wake up. finally did at 3. super fever. thot it was dengue. wouldnt it be great? studing at the hospital and if i get lucky i might see a hot sexy dead nurse. nah. mayB a dead nurse. or some ghost... or visit the morgue. seeing those dead pple makes me feel kinda weird.
cos i'll feel like as if im dead. wateva. to life to death. to everything. fuck it all. fuck tis world. fuck everything we stand for. dont ever touch me! fuck all!...
headbang..
all i wanna do in my free time is headbanging. listening to heavy music. to forget my shits. feel weird then fucking vomit. i dont care. im headbanging rite now... still i will listen to serenaide and pinholes. cant miss them.
life.
life still aint gonna give me a chance. for everything. making me afraid. im not. to hell wit it. i'll just live my own. being a loner aint bad. cos u dont get a chance to hurt pple or urself, and u wont get to hate or hated, u dont have to do or help others. im getting sick of it. i just relie wanna live my own. loner wateva.. just dont trust any1. still trust wan marc and faizal. bet my life on em.... DTA.... doing some stuff. gotta settle things. then studie. alone. wit or witout u all. dont care.... knowing people was a mistake. certain people. makes me feel stupid. makes me wanna die. makes me wanna cry. makes me suffer. makes my life difficult as it already is. just watch out. when i go crazy its u i find. im not my fucking self.
[[ not my fuking self ]]
[[ dont bother me ]]
[[ fuck everthing ]]
[[ headbanging till i vomit ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
