Friday, September 16, 2005
tears fall rolling down during n'levels.
i wish these were tears of happiness. i wish these werent sad tears.
nah. wish i may wish i might it may never.
i dont understand. i just cant. but somehow i feel its my fault. i accept that. u cud have said something. u didnt. but somehow i wanna talk abt it there is alwaes something stopping me something that u did. which i cant just accept. let me forever be like this. i just cant stop thinking. its just so hard to be forgetting it just like that. somehow it just hurts badly.. people can move on i cant.just cant. and yes.. i need the time alone. mayB somehow i'll move on... mayB somehow i wont. u relie shud have said that. i told myself. now i just cant get out of it... its been worse. how i wish i cud accept it. it wasnt like before.
friends.
thanks for the help u all have given me. i relie relie thnk u all for that. thank u. just that its hard.
i just dont feel like taking my n's animore. but i thot of a close frends of wan and i tink i shud take it.
doing stupid things to u is okay. to myself its not.
feel like taking all these feelings away.
feel no hurt feel no pain. and thats left nothing to gain.
too bad there's alwaes pain.
[[ sweet smell of the razor. ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
