Tuesday, September 20, 2005
hey... studying wit u guys is okay. didnt studie though. aniwaes if u all wanna come; find me at library. as alwaes. its my 2nd home. and mocha my 2nd drink.
got news that i passed got distintion for english and eoa... i used to fail cos i got big headed. and rite now im deleting the feeling. dont wanna get it. just wanna pass my n's wit flying colours...
i dont noe whether my dad's serious or he's just joking. but he said to me he wanted to send me to a military school overseas. and come back to serve my ns as someone respected. i respect his decision if he's serious. i dont mind making his dream come true. somehow he's been so nice and being a father. i dont noe. it seems strange. when there's darkness. a light shines. and he wants me to take my o's overseas. mayB in s'pore.. again i dont noe if he's serious. he does seem. who noes i might be going to ite then do those things. or... i dont noe... things have been hard. and lately he seems sick. i tink somehow he's gonna go. i dont want that to happen when im doing my n's... i mean its part of life and i have to accept it. but i dont tink i can accept things like this. i just cant. its just me. im a positive person. but things like tis make me down. just hope he doesnt leave as soon as he's suppose to. if not. i'll never be myself. just thinking of it is difficult. gotta pass my n'levels.. i'll try to get A1 for everything. for him. for mom. for sisters. and the bro. easier said. the whole family. and some friends. some its all for u...
[[ when the skys falling. im studying. ]]
[[ tears for everything. ]]
[[ tis is life. ]]
[[ flying colours. ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
