Tuesday, September 20, 2005
woke. fresh up. computer.
it seems like a circle. its all i do. came home after sitting at pasir ris park. just tinking abt things. cant explain y. dont ask. went home.. stink of cigarettes. and bro wasnt home. whew... then my sis boyfriend came.. to help carry some things i offered to come along. aniwaes bro asked to buy some notebook shit for his RP(regimetal police) so went to tampinies to return some stuffs and went to sheng song. its been long since i'hv been there.
kinda fun place. for me. its quite a change from NTUC. first of all. things there are cheap. and u can find food stuffs when u need it. there were buying some chocs. and i went away. saw vodka. i was looking at it. and it was looking at me. shud i ask some1 to buy it for me? so i can drink? then i told myself. no acohol is gonna go into my body. but still wanted to buy it. vodka. but i'll reconsider. then saw starbucks mocha. and mint mocha. bought mint. nice. and ur mouth doesnt stink!. all the time if u drink coffee ur mouth will have the stench of coffee... from frappe to ice-blended coffee's. then went to see wat type of frozen food they have. and its kinda nice. i wanna look for some powder. for frying. it was like a cooking paradise for me. and junk too. im a food junkie. i love food N junk food. so u can see me eating alot! but still thin as i m. i tink its a disease or something. saw some tempura flour and chicken crips. but breaded seems nice. done it once b4. it was okay. then finished shopping went to central. bought chicken rice. todae i tink its chicken dae. everything i ate has chicken. chicka!
home. then gave bro his shit. didnt even sae thank u. asshole!.... then was so tired. watch Incrideble tales. it was kinda motherly love. utt said the power of motherly love is strong or something. a mother lift up a bus to save the child was true. it was on news.. i tink the mother had to much kryptonite. or something. but lifting the bus. wow. tons. amazed.
after that had my medicine. just the cough syrup. i tink i overdose the syrup... cough syrup sometimes makes u sleep and sometimes makes u wake up. i tink i overdosed alot. then lay on the bed. wake up and it was morning. wow! imagine just laying on the bed. fell asleep then suddenly u open ur eyes u see the freaking sun shining hurting ur eyes. i tink i told my mom not to get wake me up. cos sometimes she does when i dont tell her. cos the hp sometimes wont wake me up. but most of the time it does. feeling my mom cold hands touching my face will make me jump. seriously... rite here im. i tink im gonna studie at the library. at 12... till 4 or something.
[[ sheng song. ]]
[[ vodka ]]
[[ mother love. ]]
[[ overdose. not good. ]]
[[ mocha ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
