Sunday, September 11, 2005
wanted to blog just noe... couldnt... aniwaes... got to blog now.
morning woke up... freshen up and help the gals carry things here and there. the last thing i did was bought ice. aniwaes for my sis birthdae presents i gave her me. she has the whole dae wit me. i did that cos i didnt have time to buy her a new LV bag and i knew she was gonna need my help buying her stuffs so i offered me. kinda lame. aniwaes went shopping wit her. then i was looking at swatches and the salesman came and said buy tis for ur boyfriend. kapoww! boyfriend? am i that old? then he went elder brother? my sis is god damn 21... so i went and said im the lil bro. haha.. tts was funny...
studie.
then i went to meet up wit my frend and studie... hee. escaping the trouble of meeting pple and sitting there. so studie wit him from 4 till 8... tts good. kinda warmed up my brain. so ate and came back and talked. just had my whole future plan. my careere( how u spell that?) all planned. soon gonna get a job. a rewarding 1... so kinda glad. being offered...
name calling check.
on thursdae. my name was called 10 times. cos i was out.
on fridae. my name was called abt 20 times. cos i had to help out.
on saturdae. my name was called freaking 50 times. and im not lying...
i hate it. as the youngest. and all those youngest in the family shud noe. they keep calling my name.. faliq tis faliq that. i just sigh and do it... so freaking bored. hate it... hate them... im not the freaking maid. the maid is standing beside u! i dont understand them... i thot no 1 understands me.. but the last person whom i thot wont understand me actually does!... gosh i hate her so much. its my 2nd sis. she noes me... inside out. my fader was talking abt my bro and how i would survive in NS. they all said that i couldnt survive . but my sis said i could. she said i had a emotional lost and stuffs so i wouldnt miss my parents and family. cos it happen when i was overseas wit my aunty and uncle in florida and i didnt call them or thot abt them or so when aunt reported. so it started from young. those who noes me noe.... i was shocked when she knew... atlast some1 who noes me but dont understands me. no 1 does understands me. relie well. only me... im freaking weird. im gonna stop that. i hate my cuzzies... die motherfuckers.
camera.
its been so long ever since i took pics of nature, the urban and the suckiest thing called life... u gotta live thru its. thanks to my dearest frewn who decided to look me up... only now.. and plz reply my msgs ASAP.. its okay if u cant cos i cant. so mayB after n's... i wanna go to the electrico gig. and tmr the seranaide.. the pinholes gonna be there soon... hope i cud. n'lebel. tsk... well todae is the last dae b4 skool. im expecting prelims. studied fer it... so i need not worry. and smokes get me along. just knew i had a weak heart. smokes. its good and its bad. fuck it. i have to. tsk. still cant wait to get my stuffs. i mean its kinda shocking when u have a 1 on 1 talk wit ur sis and she saes u can have a drumset in ur room as long as u dont make noise and all the money is urs and no 1 else... just waiting fer the dae.... my entry is kinda crappy. tis ryms and i dont noe wat to do. dont feel like doing peoms todae. hey i think i just did!...
this is a story abt laura and tommy. its kinda long...
laura and tommy were lovers
he wanted to give her everything.
flowers present and most of all a diamond ring...
he saw a sign for a stock* car race
a thousand dollar price it reind
he couldnt get laura on the fone
so to her mother tommy said:
tell laura i love her.
tell laura i need her.
tell laura i may be late.
i'hv something to do that cannot wait.
he drove his car to the racing ground.
he was the youngest driver there
and the crowd roared as they started the race
round the track the drove at a deadly pace
no one noes wat happen that dae.
how his car over turned in flames
but as they pull him from the twisted wreck
with his dying breath they heard him say...
tell laura i love her.
tell laura i need her.
tell laura not to cry my love for her will never die....
and in the chaple where laura prayed
for her tommy who passed away
its was just for laura he lived and died
alone in the chaple he can hear him cry.
oo laura i love u.
oo laura i need u.
oo laura dont u cry my love for u will never die.
[[ drumset... ipod nano.... EOS.... some shits... ]]
[[ i cant fucking wait. ]]
[[ so freaking tired. ]]
[[ wats wit me and vulgars? ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
