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Thursday, October 13, 2005

wat a small werld.
wow yesterdae i thot of a food. chicken. and i asked my frend to call me when its time for breakfast. she did so i suddenly asked her wat was on the table. the first thing she said was chicken wit something. and it was exactly the thing i thot. wow. superly amazing.

was out wit marc. we made our way to the mrt station when warren called and he asked if i wanted to go out to city hall wit him shine and mandy. shine's friend. aniwaes i said i was going to beach road to get army stuffs for my bro. im like his freaking butler. freak him!. so went to the station and saw shine! and warren! nice. boarded the train together and talked had to go down at beach road. said goodbyes and mayB later i'll join them. so went to beach road.

and got my stuffs. i got 5 bucks to spare so i found tis nice cap with was worth 10 bucks so i thot i might give a try. but she said the least she cud give me was 6 bucks. oh wat hells i didnt get it.... so marc thot of calling faizal cos he said he'll be at queenswae wanna meet him and all. i turned around and saw him wit a friend talking. amazing. thot wanted to go geylang but we didnt want too. so said goodbye and headed to city hall to meet warren and gang. went to freaking marina square. and they were eating. its okay at least they didnt made me hungry unlike marc! he was sorry ar no hard feelings. hmmm. nice. freak! then we walked around and chilled at esplanade for awhile.

soon after wan called asking us to meet at pasir ris. went back wit warren and gang. we were havoc. so wiild said our goodbyes and wan was waiting for us infront of the control station and we made our way. meet pak(pac) then ate and our coach went up to us. he was wit some1 asked y we didnt go for training. well soon.... gotta cut down on smokes. talking abt that i was asking wan for the lighter and he stuck out his cig which i thot was a lighter then i felt was the hell is the lighter soft so i wanted to take my hands off and wan pulled back my fingers pressed the hot buring tobacco. i shouted aowww! and the whole quite neighbourhood was echoed by my loud shout. it was at 2 am on a mondae. kk back to the story. we went home. parkour for awhile and video some clips.

family talking.
went home eat some pepper crab, mutton chop and sardines. wonderfully some1 bought cheng teng. so i drank it all up... and suddenly my parents were talking abt puasa and me peeing... cos they read this artical abt tis kid peeing in his fridge. then they said when i was young. my mom would wake me up and i got up and peed in the fridge. even b4 puasa i peed on the belcony. i was the only heavy sleep walker. then i peed in the store. if i dont sleep walk i'll talk in my sleep. i said loads of vulgar to my bro. while i was sleeping. he was beside me. amazing. and i dont even noe a single thing!... i used to sleep walk and wanted to go out. there was once i stared at the window while and climbed. my father pulled me down and i smashed onto the ground hard hitting my head i woke up thinking i fell onto the ground from my bed. my father said i fell. and i was sleepwalking. todae only they told me the truth. i didnt noe i was suicidal. and i used to grit my teeth. brought me to the doc.
teeth griting was stress.
vulgar was my anger towards brother.
sleepwalk was too much enegry or dreaming that i was walking cos i had a good or bad time somewhere.
window - didnt wanna live. doc said something that hit me badly made me wanna die. he told my parents and they talked to me. and i blamed it all on my bro. even he has nothing to do abt it. but he was in the story partly. actually most of it. well that was a long time ago. but now they sae i still grit my teeth, walked and talked... weird. but tts me.

[[ small werld aint it. ]]
[[ sleep walking ]]

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