Tuesday, November 15, 2005
life.
just as u get control of life. life gets control of you. i thot everything was okay. and i had to be given bad news. its fucked up. now i cant drink... i'hv been drinking everydae. and i can see a fucking belly popping out. so im gonna take it slowly. i have fucking sore thoart again. and i cant smoke. wat shud i fucking do.... jamming alone sucks. playing pool alone sucks. cos my friends are out. wit family or having a great relationship. now i relie feel fucked up. my eyes are all dried out. and fuck. i wish i didnt have to go all thru this fuck. and there's renovation out on the front door. its noisy. its relie fucked up. but all this cant make me forget wat i have to do for friends....
i owe su and sab a date.
i owe my lungs nicotine.
i owe some1 a fucking punch.
i owe my sink a pool of blood.
i owe 3 of my friends a present.
i owe sally a happy birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SALLY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PHRIQUE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOSE.
[[ promises ]]
[[ i never forget ]]
[[ remember that ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
