Saturday, August 05, 2006
everything seems to be falling apart.
its hard keeping things to yourself. maybe its just my nature. times are hard now.
it sucks when u have to support yourself. but it seems that the time has come. and i just have to deal with it. i dont know where this is going. but i feel eager to get my own cash for my own shit seriously. its like KL trip all over again + working. u'll find the relation. and maybe just maybe the candy might taste sweeter this time. i tink im gonna have to work as something that u can really earn. i can work industry style. but the work timming sucks and i can do plumbling and drafting. so i dont think so for the moment. cos in the first place i want to go to either computer enginneering or blah blah. so im thinking of being a medic. which i have to go for the medic course and blahs.
so the things i wanna buy have to be on hold. which again sucks. but now i can be home any fucking time. and be out any time. wished i had that scrambler.
thats where the money is.
[[ candy tastes bitter ]]
[[ coffee or tee ]]
[[ your accent arouse me on ]]