Monday, September 18, 2006
last week.
1. i had freaking sessions for quite awhile.
2. i had to freaking do a project on my own cos the diskett my group member gave me couldnt be read.
3. i have to study for my tests. if now my grades go down and its hard to get it back up again.
4. my teacher is getting blind to see that my hair is THAT long.
5. i had too little sleep for everything. yes even on weekends. i work.
6. i had to cancel my gig.
7. usuall crappienies of my life.
and yes i feel stressed up. isnt it fucked up.
but today.
today was fun. it didnt get the depression out of me but it did help me for ahwhile.
went to gigs. see how they are doing. it wasnt the gig that made me feel okay.
but the company! yea we had total fun. the gig was fucking boring. the one that made me sleep.
next week with the same company to a better gig and this is confirmed.
friday
did rockclimbing. cos my wrist spraining accident finally healed. somehow. im gonna pump back and earn my 3 second climb.
fasting.
its coming soon and im gonna stop my crap. hopefully for a long time.
[[ killing myself with you in my mind ]]
[[ take this and point blank ]]
PROFILE
faliq
.|.the.|.heart.|.broken.|.
.|.age.|.Sweet 16....
.|.d/o/b.|. remember remember.. the 1st of november...
.|.sign.|.scorpio
.|.autobiography.|.
.|.love.|.music, Drums, Snare, movies, nature, Blue, red, purple, white, black, Burple, shoes, friends, art, reading, Percussion, floorball, rock climbing.
.|.hate.|.dumbasses, jackasses, boundaries, being told what to do, people who brag about themselves constantly, mean people, cicadas -shudder-, Critising and those who pick on the weak....
.|.currently.|.
-talking to: nobody
-listening to: And then i turned seven. *
-watching: the world going by me....
-thinking:
abt life.
-wanting: the best
-iming: nobody
-surfing: the usuall.
-obsessing: music, percussion, cameras.
-wants: nothing.
